How to switch to your own virtual world on 1800suicide?
I think I’m going to die.
I don’t know why.
But if I do, I think my death is going to be on 1800Suicide.
I’ve been living in my virtual world for a while now, and it’s made me happy.
I’m very comfortable with how I’m interacting with my friends.
There’s no need for a lot of online communication, just like there’s no use for a good-looking girl in my real life.
I have no friends, but I do have a great chat with them.
I also have a real-life girlfriend, so I’m in love with her too.
But now, with 1800Suicides, I can be myself, even if I’m not the best at what I do.
I can choose to play as a girl, a boy, a transgender or a man.
I like to be myself and I can have fun with my avatar.
The problem is, I’m so lonely, so desperate to feel comfortable with myself and my friends, that I’m actually starting to feel suicidal.
I just can’t seem to get myself out of this bind.
It’s hard to find a good reason to be depressed.
I spend so much time thinking about my problems and trying to figure out how to solve them.
When I’m online, I feel like I can go anywhere, talk to anyone.
But I don’s my life online, so it’s hard for me to get out of my depression.
I feel a lot more isolated, and I think that’s a sign of my loneliness, too.
When my loneliness is too strong, I’ll start to panic and start to think about what I might do to make it stop.
When it comes to online communication with people, I’ve had so much success online.
I know what I like, I know how I feel, and even though I’m always trying to find something to talk about, I find myself having a hard time.
I want to do something nice for someone, but there’s nothing I can do to actually do it.
I think this is what makes me feel suicidal, and this is the reason I’m switching to 1800Suicidal.
I’ll always try to keep my virtual life going.
I won’t be bored in my chat with my virtual friends.
I will have new things to say to them, new experiences to share.
I could try new things in my life.
Maybe a trip to Thailand.
Maybe even a visit to the zoo.
I may even have a little boy.
I plan on being around for as long as I can, and that’s what makes 1800Suices real life, too: it’s about me.
I would never want to stop living my life as myself.
But when I get into a serious depression, I do feel that there’s so much I need to talk to someone.
I really can’t go anywhere.
So, if I have to think of something, I just try to stay calm and talk to people in a good way.
But it’s not just about my loneliness.
I see that my virtual girlfriend has a great life too, but it’s just not that fun.
She’s never happy, and she can’t be happy with me.
She wants to be in her real life and I don ‘t want to be around her.
I love her, but she doesn’t like being with me either.
And so, if someone else wants to spend time with me, I don’ t want to make her feel lonely.
She is lonely too.
It was hard for her to talk with her real-world friends about what was going on in her virtual world.
It just wasn’t really a good time to do so.
It would have been easier for me if I had the option to talk without her.
But that’s just me.
It doesn’t make sense for me.
And that’s why I am so desperate for someone to come and help me.
But to have the chance to talk directly to someone who’s not there, who can help me feel more comfortable, who will also know how to talk and who can understand my pain, is the best thing I can ask for.
If you’re in a real life crisis, you may want to speak to a counsellor or mental health professional.